Crew Member Discloses Mental Health Struggle Following ‘Tsunami of Harassment Following Journey
A pioneering space traveler has spoken candidly about her battle with depression after enduring a “tsunami of harassment” in the wake of a historic all-female space mission.
The 34-year-old activist – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight earlier this year, which also carried well-known figures.
The high-profile flight was heavily criticized by some, who cited its expense and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the negative reaction buried her dreams under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” she recounted in a public message, describing a check-in call from a mission companion in the aftermath of the landing.
She portrayed the news reports and online discourse as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“Stuck in Texas, I spent a week unable to rise from my bed,” she wrote. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
Ms. Nguyen, who has focused her career on women's health research and performed experiments during the flight, said every professional achievement – from her scientific research and extensive preparation to the historic significance of her background – was overshadowed under the avalanche of misogyny.
She is best known for her tireless campaigning fighting for justice for sexual assault survivors.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was paused after an attack during her university years, leading to a long campaign for accountability.
Finding Solid Ground
Months following reaching space, she reports that the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she expressed gratitude the supporters whose support pulled her through. “You all saved me,” she wrote.
She noted that despite the negativity, significant positive outcomes had resulted from the flight, including increased focus on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.
Flight Details
The self-operating New Shepard rocket launched from Texas in the spring, carrying the six-woman crew on a 11-minute journey that crossed the Kármán line of space.
The diverse crew also included accomplished professionals from various fields.
The company behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company launched by a Amazon founder.